So, I kinda wrote this post once. Then it mysteriously disappeared as I was writing it. So here I go again.
Got some homework to do. Also, got to post "Who I Am, Unfiltered" to YouTube
My Stress Disorder really isn't bugging me, which is weird and also good.
Let's review: Thursday night I did 2 hours of driving, and then I saw Spiderman 3 at midnight (good movie, not perfect). Then on Saturday I was on the Japanese excursion. Then last night I was up till 4AM for no reason (and during that time I finally beat the original Sonic the Hedgehog with all 6 chaos emeralds - yes, apparently there were only 6 in the original). And today I've been fine. I'd almost start thinking that the disorder is finally behind me, but I've thought that before. Last Thanksgiving break I camped out all night to get the Wii (oh yeah, it was worth it). I didn't sleep at all (though I crashed later, like any normal person) and yet I was fine for the week after. I thought "Ah, apparently stress disorder is in it's last throes" (ok, I didn't use that term, but symbolically it works out). Then maybe a week later I started having mild problems again. Then, at the beginning of Christmas break, I really crashed. For three days straight, I had to sit very still and watch movies. Sure, I could get up and get myself some dinner or whatever, but it was the kind of thing where I'd plan my steps, shuffle carefully and hang my head (that helps, for some reason). I'd put something in the microwave, and then go sit down while it cooked because it wasn't worth standing the whole time.
Anyway, after three days I pretty much got back to normal, but I learned the lesson to never assume that the stress disorder is gone; not without a lot of proof. So I'm feeling good now, but I'm still wondering about the future.
In the meantime, still need to do homework...
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