I think I might be free

Ok, this is really interesting...

For the last 5 nights in a row, for no particular reason at all, I've been up past 5AM. I've had no caffeine, no big worries keeping me up, nothing...
Really, I've felt good about it all. And I haven't been tired during the day, I've just slept from 5 till noon each day and that was enough.

I'm still waiting for the "inevitable" crash, though, when Stress Disorder catches up with me. In fact, I might be begining a crash right now. I spent 4 straight hours at the Library uploading "Who I Am, Unfiltered" (yeah, stuff takes way too long in my current workflow) and now I feel a bit of Stress Disorder. But still, in a broader sense, I think I might be free. I feel good about the future (I'm REALLY looking forward to getting my own webcam and editing software).

Things aren't perfect, but I think they're getting better, perhaps faster than I anticipated.